Labels: angry and promise, love, missed you, sad, zafran hellos humans. today is friday. as usuall i very sleepy. woke up to go scholl but i felt like jumped to bed and sleep back again. but i didnt do it. these days are very cold in the mornin. good weather! :P mornin Mr.Zafran said that they changed our time-table again. its a shit time table. i like my very old first time table. mornin i didnt saw Lance. cuz he absent again due to his nose. first period was two maths. its fun cuz it about drawing in "GRAPH PAPER" its better than writing. : ) later english. i finished my home.work and hand it in to her. cuz she said those who handed in today can get bonus marks. hahahaha. during resses i went to took my thumbdrive cuz i left it in the school libry yesterday. cuz of that i does not got to print the D n T assignment. :( i told Md. Ng about that she asked me to hand it in monday. today i am a good Responsible Girl. Md. Ng praised about me in the class. the sad thin is that she injured her leg. so after school i helped her to bring her thing to the staff room. actuallly D n T lessons are fun. more better than h.econ. today i enjoyed alot in the class. i met Md. Chia also after school. she is resting on that time.( OLD) :P then waited for krishelle to go home. she got councilor meeting today. then went to WCost. then waited for the bus. F***.......... Oscar, Glenn and Jason is in hte bus stop. glann suddenly came nearer to me and shout n said "Lance". then i tried to get in to 282 bus then Oscar called me " samith, samitha, samitha come here" then i didnt talked. then he came nerer to me n said smth about Lance. i don care about Lance. who is Lance? human? i don know him.... :P later went sweet home. i also didnt saw him for long time. i feel like its a one year. im sad deep inside my heart. the thing is that it dosent look from my outside. its good! cuz i don wan b a moody girl. i like to b happy. sadness is part of our life n love is about happiness and pain. some will get wat they want. but for me i never get a thing that i wanred for my life. its so unfair. but its the fact. i have to accept it so as to be happy. i can b happy cuz he is happy. nth in the world can keep me alive n happy. its only him. every standing by and waiting for him to accept me. y he cant see me? he knows everything that i like him. how can its b impossible that he dosent know me. its going to be really very sad. :( :(. I STILL LOVE YOU! Labels: happiness, lance, life, sad, unfair, waiting Labels: bodoh, boy. lance, forget, love, magic, sad Labels: lance, love, pain, sad, sclod, sleepy Labels: 2/3, butt, fake lance, kevin, kick, reason, sad, yen fang Labels: cool, dinie, hazmi, jenna, lance, sad, unhappy Labels: abnormal, friend, hospital, sad
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
hellos humans. as usuall im sleepy today too. today aunty opened the door earlier than other days. then later started to rain. Wow.... its so nice and cool. then Miss.Yong is absent today. first period was english then she came to class very early b4 the bell rang. Bodoh! then sleepy sleepy.... my back was aching. next was P.E v practised the same thing as usuall. during resses went to print pictures for the art cuz my pictures not enough. i need 5 of it. then went down to eat then back to class. History not boring cuz v got to do letter writing about how to defend singapore against japanese military attacks. hahahah : ))) then i finished one paragrah rest v have to do at home. then 2 maths. i ate panda biscuite with krishelle. Mrs Pak didnt saw us eaating. at last was art. the time v walking to the class i v all saw that dougles and another boy from 2/4 were fighting. funny thing was that everybody gone and im the only one who watching it. other all gone cuz they saw Mr.Zafran but i didnt. thas y i continued to watched it. really im didnt saw anything. im blind. BELIEVE ME! ; ). then like everyday Miss.Lee started to deciplene us scold us. then some how i got angry with all my friends too. i don wan talk to anybody. teacher make me sit with vincent. no problem they wont disturbed me. i gotto finish my sketches. thax god! then angry angry i went home without talking with anybody. talk for wat? they don wan me anymore...... nvm im not sad at all . : ). he didnt came school today. im sad cuz i know he is not feeling well. i hope he will get well soon. I LOVE YOU! I MISSED YOU TOO!
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3:28 PM
Friday, July 10, 2009
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2:41 PM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Hellos people. life seem to b hard on me. 2day is wednesday. still im sad cuz of yesterday incident. i didnt really waited for Lance. i don wan to see his face. i always remember that incident whenever i saw him. mornin had fun of Miss.Yong n went to shoe the themometer again to Mr.Yap. bodoh la. i saw Lance. he late again. later got P.E me n karlo play play like shit. then krishi shoe us hoe alex (uncle) walking. funny la. then next was science. but v went to computer lab 1 for the CYBERWELNESS programme. yeh got cold air. then later didnt went for resses. cuz don wan to see that face again. i stayed in the class n talk talk with jenna. after saw oscar jenna said hi to him n Lance. i don know wat he did that time. later i saw oscar tried to come inside of our class then Lance pulled him by saying DONT. later jason apperared n tell me that " samitha ur blogg very cute la. everywhere Lance Lance Lance" i asked him to shut up. i played with karlo also. next was art. v played n chatt with each others. later 11.45 got brifing on sec 2 camping. the boy their who gave instruction to us is very funny. kept making funny jokes n made us laughed. bodoh la. then went back to class. ayoh english. damn sleepy la. later waited for krishelle to came back from counsilor meeting. very hungry la. i ran home. then jenna kept telling nonsense to me. later went home still sad. actually i don want to missed him either. but i don wan to look at his sweet face. its giving me pain. i cant take it anymore. thats y i refused to look at him. but 2day i got to knoe that i cant live without looking at his face. its also making me sad. i really still LOVE HIM. I CANT FORGET HIM. LOVE IS MAGIC!
harry potter's ♥
4:44 PM
TUESDAY 26 th OF MAY
hellos friends. 2day is tuesday. mornin i was very sleepy la. then waited for Lance to appear. but he didnt. then went to show the themometer to Mr. Yap. on that time i saw Lance. he is late 2day. fun fun la mornin cuz v watched "alvin and the chipmunks". then later got M.T me n krishelle stayed alone to kill the stupid mouse. hahaha. at least i got passed to kill him few times but krishi talk talk talk only la. then v went to refill my bottle. on the way i saw yong bee then v ran to upstairs. v don wan to meet her la. v know that she will asked for the ITOUCH. v don wan to give her. v wan to play with it. later went resses. i was eating that time. i saw Lance scolding to one of the councilor. then jenna kept staring at him. i asked her dont, but she didnt listened to me. i saw that he is ver very angry. later he came n scold to me also. lucky i didnt heard it. he so fierce la. scold me for wat? i really didnt do anything. show mw his anger for wat? later i SMS him n asked y? he didnt said anything. Lance is a boy that i really cannot understand. next worse thing is that my sister told my phone bill was high n my father goiing to conflisicate it. :( i felt really very sad n miserable. one side is Lance n the other side is my Hp. since then i was very upset. later a programme called CYBERWELNESS. sorry if spelling was wrong. then went for CCA dance. damn tired. jenna waited for me to go home with me. THAX. : ) later i SMS to Lance again. then he force me not to mentioned his name on my blogg. WTH F............. ? is he only have this name. he said he goin to treat me like he treating to boys like this situation. Bodoh la. i scared ah? actually stupid thing i ever done is that i cannot get angry with Lance. cannot scold him. Y??? can anybody tell me? then went home n sleep. my daddy took my phone. later he returned back to me after my mother scold him. hahahaha. since lunch time i didnt eat cuz of this problems. i cry cry n sleep. i know that i really missed him. but actually i cannot understand him properly. although i love him he hurt me so much. i didnt care cuz i knoe that he is the most important thing in my life. i think i should let him go from my mind. the stupid thing is that i never can do that. i didnt asked him to b mine. but he keep hurting me time by time. y is he so cruel to me? im feeling very sad.. :( i really didnt done anything to make him angry but he scolding me for nth. i wish that no one in the world will b miserable like me cuz of the love. i still LOVE YOU! no matter wat u do to me. LOVE IS SWEET N PAIN.
harry potter's ♥
3:56 PM
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
hellos everybody. seem to b like it was a bad day. mornin sleep until 8.30. woke up early to do my e-learning day work. shti la Bodoh that fake lance tagged again nonsense in my blog. i told real Lance about it. he said that im so smart. y he always hurting me? i cant understand. wat did i do to him? he talking to me like that im his enemy. :( nvm if he wan me to b hurt. i really very angry cuz of that fake lance. he even write nonsence about yen fang, krishelle, jenna and cherlyn. i have a suspect that the person no about all of us very well. if not how can the fake lanve said "SHUT UP HAZMI LOVER" to jenna? its a secret. i know the person. yesterday me n krishelle went to jurong east to renew our ez-link card. v are so excited. hahahaha bodoh. then we went IMM to take photoes for the card. bodoh the photo looks like shit. v laughed until die. then after we replace our card v went back to IMM. then v eat something bodoh don no the name. then drink cock iceblended. :O.... then we went home. i got headche when i going home. then do wat? sleep la bodoh. ok enough of yesterday. then i started to do the h.work. stupid la bodoh cannot submit the science thing. i do everything ecept science. then go eat from outside with kevin. as i said he also a pain to me. always disturbing me. I GO KICK HIS BUTT if i got angry. i have so many problems he also becomr a problem to me. then grt back to work from his laptop. he was sleeping now. we r in the STARBUCK COFFEE shop. its better if he shut up n sleep. no need to listen to his lovely nonsen words. by the way good news. he goin on the 11 of june. YEH...... : )))) but still have to write e-mail to him.WTH F....? he think very funny... every day write a e-mail to him. Bodoh la. its a sad day without 2/3. cuz of fake lance also. he touchering me. wat he wan . he wan me to stop loving Lance. NO. never ever never..... thax 2/3 that u helped me alot. i will find out y he doing this? FAKE LANCE: i hate u ! i wan areason y u doing this? i wan a proper reason? if it a real good reason y u doing this i will think about it. by the way wat is ur problem if i like lance BODOH?....... i really missed him today. i got hurt by his words. i didnt see him 2day. not even one time. i always loved him dearly. more than me. but in return i always got a pain. my 2/3 friends was always encouraged me. THAX. : ) i really cannot forget him. but my friends said i have to....... if not i will be heart broken. by the way i don wan think about this all until i finish my exam. i treasure my EXAM. i need to study. FAKE LANCE U BETTER GET LOST FROM MY BOLG AND MY SIGHT.
harry potter's ♥
3:27 PM
Monday, April 27, 2009
Hellos humwns. u no wat were the special words 4 last few days in sec 2? answer is JENNA LIKE DINIE. ok by the way i don wan 2 talk about their love story. its personal. lets talk about my love story btw Lance n Me. but he dosent like me. SO i will just love him forever! early mornin i saw Lance. 2day was mondy. mornin was english la. boooooooooring....... she asked us to write a composition about JOY! hahahahaha. : )) then was maths la. as pernomal 2/3 champions walked around the school b4 go int o class. its a habit of 2/3 people. actually little funny the maths class . suddenly clinton called me said SAMITHA LOOK THAT SIDE, LANCE IS THERE! wow so cool la. then i got to no that soh chuwn was the HOLLYWOOD DIRECTOR. funny la sia. next went P.E then run 2 rounds then talk about dinie n jenna. WTH F....? then went resses. Lance was there in the canteen. he laughed like a hell. don no y? its actually a cute smile. then i saw hazmi. shit Bodoh. wana laugh until die la. cuz he said that he is the coolest dude ever! actually i don think. Lance was the coolest. ok lets drop the hazmi topic. later went history class. then go CME damn sleepy la bodoh. as usually v walked around the school again. passing by a class i saw Lance. Wow........ teacher teach about unwanted pregnacy or something la. bodoh i don no. she give a work sheet to do. then there was about how the baby feel. shit bodoh how v no? baby didnt born yet. siao la! then go M.T yohs..... : )) late rwent to toilet, then went to refilled my water bottle. so thirsty. the wheathe ris killing me. then do english h.work. Miss Lim kept scolding us.. but ecept me. : ))). then went WEST COST PLAZA. talk with jenna n krishelle. saw Lance inside. krishelle said she wan go around then we well met Lance again. Bodoh la. then saw Lance again la. then went back to school. Aye got angry with jenna cuz of that stead btw dinie n her. then went near the libry n i saw hazmi bag. then do wat? hazmi is not there. then KICK his bag la. hhahhaa. then talk talk with aye, jenna, dorog. then went to bus stop. there was one poor uncle. then v all listened to his li8fe story. very moving la. jenna almost cry. jenna n aye gave money to him cuz the uncle didnt eat from 60 days. die la bodoh. so sad..... :( i got no coins so i didnt give anything to uncle. he said that we four of us were ANGELS. he really cry la. when v compare the uncle with us we are very luck. we got averything. but he ........... nthing. so sad ending. hey how about kevin? u think he will breakup with me? will he forget me? will he leave me? the answer for all of this was NO! bodoh he said he wont leave me easily. imean he said he will not going to australia if i asked for a BREAKUP. shit... shit.... shit. y did he love me so mush? i don no y? he keep bothering me.... he wanted to meet me. but im ignoring him. he keep asking me to E-MAIL him everyday after he go australia. WTH F......................? Bodoh. i wan Lance. : ) oh my god. isaw him 2day 8-9 times. wow cool.... :O i love him so much i don no y? sometimes i feel sad cuz hes not mine. i really hoping. dreaming about him everyday. finding his cute face every moment. wat can i do? i going crazy thinking about him. i will wait 4 him forever. until im die i will LOVE him. UNHAPPY ENDING........ : (
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4:31 PM
Thursday, March 26, 2009
hellos everybody, 2day is thursday. mornin was MT yous: i was reading NEW MOON. next was litreture double period. during resses i rushed to libry with raj n karlo to print the course work. what the f...........? so many people there to print course work. i just gave up. next was h.econ she didnt scold me. just hand in tmorw la. who care? after that science quit fun with synie and dinie. hahahaha. next was maths i love it. funny la with the soh chuwn. Mrs. Pak : did u finish the quec something la,
soh chuwn: not yet im still doing banana quect.
Mrs. Pak: y so long?
dinie: soh chuwn y is ur banana so long?
what the hell. the class like hahahahahaha. in the second maths period we went to comp: lab. to do ace learning quize. on the way v walkin to the lab krishell said i act like abnormall. she can say lke that cuz she did not know the reason why i was upset and sad. NVM i forgive her cuz she is my best friend. i will tel the reason y i was upset. cuz during the resses i got a call from my boyf mother. she said that he was seriously ill and hospitalised. seriously ill means he got high fever and he was kept vomiting untill his body dry. o god i like.......... don no wat to say. then after school i went to buy honeydew ice blended drink with krishelle. then go home. later i will go meet him at hospital. 17 more days for my birthday.
harry potter's ♥
6:45 PM
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Hi.friends. 2day is saturday an dim very boaring staying with my family. it gona drive me crazy. mornin woke up 9.30 and went with my family to SIM open house. o god boaring shia. my leg paining walking around the campus tour. my daddy said walking 4 future. nonsence. y i walk 4 others future. laterdaddy wana go to NEE ANN poly 4 walk. he like 2 walk very much. i angry a ready. and hungry also. i hate going out with my family. daddy said im lazy to go out and have a walk. i stpo goin out cuz of him. whenever i step out of my house without saying anybody he suspect me that i went out with somebody. he even call and ask where am i went. later hw gonna said y u go alone must go with sister. what kind of father is that. when i dont go out he said im lazy. what the hell! i only love my elder sister and my brother. and i dont like so many sisters & brothers. b4 when i was 10 years old i prefer only my elder sister still i like 2 have a one sister. i hate born into this family. i wish if i born in china i can have only one sister according 2 POLICY. so bad i born to this stupid family. i gonna have another brother o a sister very soon. i dont like it. i still hating my mother and my younger sister. i will stop this la. nth special to say thats all. i will prefer to come school. i missed u all. i wana be with my riends. im so upset without all of u. and i missed him. i havent seen him 4 2day. i wanna be with him. i wana stay by him side. hahahahaha
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7:36 PM
