Tuesday, July 14, 2009

hellos everybody. today is just qiut sad day. mornin i went to school sleepy sleepy. then saw Lance but he is covering his mouth from a tissue. then saw he again passed by. then later clinton called me and asked me to look upstairs. its Lance. he was covering his mouth from a mask. it scare me off. i started geting cold. i did wanted to know wats wrong with him. since that time whole n still im worrying. :( later got history then 2 M.T. i still thinking about Lance......... i also forgot some h.work to do. Lance.. Lance...Lance its the only thing came to my mind. a new teacher also came n aske about our english knowledge. v complaint about our english teacher alot. she said if she can she will help us. : ) then i met Mrs.Ong she asked me to go talk about the poster thing with our genesis captain. then during resses i went to meet Mrs.Ong. he asked me to go discussed now with him. then i said that i don even know his name. then she asked me to repeat the captain's name after her. i repeated also. but i still cant remember. i fogot aready. :O then talked to him went resses. i was finding somebody. but i didnt got to see the person. later got double english. whole day we kept bullying jenna by saying H1N1. sorry jenna. just for fun only. v thought u will b angry but dorog got angry intead of you. then geograpy. then 2 science. i spelled "DEOXYRIBONUCLEIC ACID" then every body started to shout" chilli crab chilli crab". WTH F***? they think very cute. then we all stayed back for english test. then went sweet home. later i went for swimming also then got to home. i scared off when i saw him in that situation. i did asked him. but he said that he is OK! i knew he is not ok. he got high fever. whole day my heart trobling me about him. im worrying. he just used to say that word OK! its giving me a pain. i cant take it when he got sick. i want to stay by him side and to serve him. but he is not goin to allowe me. i really love him. i cant give up as i said. many people asked me to give up. but i cant. i truely love him. why no one can understand? not even he cant understand me. i don know wat do.......... im just getting more sad ....sad...sad forever. what can i do for you? how can i prove that i love you so much? IM STILL WORRYING............. LOVE YOU FOREVER!

Labels: boy. lance, DNA, forever love, hgh fever, mask, scared, worrying

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Monday, July 13, 2009

hellos everybody. 2day is monday. mornin i woke up for the alarm, as usuall i felt like jump n sleep back. some how i got to school n went al the way to the locker. cuz the class door is closed. then came down i saw someone. guessed who? its Lance. he never came early b4. today he is earlier than me. Wow. and Lance is not whearing uniform. i didnt got to see wat. cuz i have no guts to look at his face. i sat down near the wall like a mice. i also saw Lance laughing outside the class room with the teacher. i think cuz of the absent thingy. then first period was Music. yeh... on the way back to class i sked krishi to come with me to fill water. YOU heartless friend. after u finish my water don wan come to filled it. XD. then double science. OH NO! boring thats all. but not so much. as long as clinton is there our class wont be in a boring mood. : ) later resses i went to buy rice. then this three Oscar, Jason and Glann also in the rice stall. i wanted to see the food in there an they didnt let me to see it. u know bully me. i wan cry. hahahah just kidding. then alt last i let go the idea of eating rice n ate nuggets. thax to BIG THREE. XD then then got stupid english. krishelle asked me to sit withe her. later v sat together. as usuall she started to practised boxing. she kept hitting my hand . then during maths iseperated my table from her. i cant let her go on like this. crazy girl. then i just pretend like i angry. later during M.T we do our EL holiday h.work n i helped clinton do his h.work also. he so happy today. kept thanking me for doing his h.work. later waited and discussed with Dr.Menon about our 3D CELL-MODEL. oh shit. i have lot to do. some more they goin to make a vedio clip of the practical thing. i am scared. i don like the video thingy. then raj asked whether he can cme to my home or not. then i said that he cannot. cuz my mom and dad at home. then he heard it like my mom DEAD hahahahaha. then v laughed alot. then bla bla bla she waisted 30 min. then later went ot Md.Ng to hand in clinton D n T work. cuz im the rap. his pictures like shit. u must go n see. latre teacher also said smth about the pictures. hahahah. OH SHIT! on the way to home i met this BIG THREE again. Oscar, Jason and Glann. bodoh, then they kept sayin call Lance ah? fuuny that kids. then didnt let me go from the school gate. some how i got to get rid of it. then went to cold storage for the History h.work the rice thingy. later sweet home. krishelle damn annoying. kept making me laughed. she is a clown. then later she went home by leaving me. :(((( i sad. im alone. by the end of the day now i can feel the pain in my hand. its thax to krishi. although i didnt care it, now its paining. today some how i got to see his lovely face. i missed him alot. mornin he is earlier than me. its good to c his face first. im happy. : ) im happy thax to you. is he belong with me? some times i used to see asked this quetion from myself. i don know wats wrong with me. i cant help myself by thinking about him every moment in my life. i like him so much. now i cant even give up on him. i wont give up things easily that i wanted most. i want him. i want him to stay by my side. wat can i do? if he dosent like me? im in middle of many quetions. wheres the answers for it? i NEED you. please don abandon me. I LOVE YOU FOREVER!

Labels: 3-d cell model, abandoned, Big three, boy. lance, dead

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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Hellos people. life seem to b hard on me. 2day is wednesday. still im sad cuz of yesterday incident. i didnt really waited for Lance. i don wan to see his face. i always remember that incident whenever i saw him. mornin had fun of Miss.Yong n went to shoe the themometer again to Mr.Yap. bodoh la. i saw Lance. he late again. later got P.E me n karlo play play like shit. then krishi shoe us hoe alex (uncle) walking. funny la. then next was science. but v went to computer lab 1 for the CYBERWELNESS programme. yeh got cold air. then later didnt went for resses. cuz don wan to see that face again. i stayed in the class n talk talk with jenna. after saw oscar jenna said hi to him n Lance. i don know wat he did that time. later i saw oscar tried to come inside of our class then Lance pulled him by saying DONT. later jason apperared n tell me that " samitha ur blogg very cute la. everywhere Lance Lance Lance" i asked him to shut up. i played with karlo also. next was art. v played n chatt with each others. later 11.45 got brifing on sec 2 camping. the boy their who gave instruction to us is very funny. kept making funny jokes n made us laughed. bodoh la. then went back to class. ayoh english. damn sleepy la. later waited for krishelle to came back from counsilor meeting. very hungry la. i ran home. then jenna kept telling nonsense to me. later went home still sad. actually i don want to missed him either. but i don wan to look at his sweet face. its giving me pain. i cant take it anymore. thats y i refused to look at him. but 2day i got to knoe that i cant live without looking at his face. its also making me sad. i really still LOVE HIM. I CANT FORGET HIM. LOVE IS MAGIC!

Labels: bodoh, boy. lance, forget, love, magic, sad

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4:44 PM



Thursday, April 30, 2009

hellos humens. how r u'll. think u all spending ur life happily. wat about me? im suffering. my heart is breaking in to pieces. the fake lance thing bothering me. he wan hug a PIG. i don no wat he wan. ok lets talk about 2day. 2day is thursday. MID YEAR EXAM is started. today v got our engkish paper. bodoh la everybody chit chatting away during the exam. Miss.Yong BODOH la. she kept scolding us. shyni bodoh la he made us laugh by doing stupid things. then about 10.00 clock i saw Lance. he was carrying that bag. i hate that bag. it like shit. it made Lance ugly. then Miss Yong dissmissed us late la.WTH F..........? she think ver cute la. then went school libry to print the art thing. then went hang aroun the west cost plaza. by the way we wan to see the OLD DUDE. funny la bodoh. then went back school locker. then went IMM. yeh. i got headache in the bus, SO i sleep. then go eat from MC donal. later v went to the play ground in the IMM. we played like children. me. jenna n krishelle had a lot of fun. then walked around the IMM. we also played with escalator. people angry bodoh. WHO CARE? :P then played the games in the IMM. then tired. go buy ice-cream la. then get into the shuttle bus. i love the driving uncle. he smiled with us. bodoh la. he also said bla bla bla..... about our ice-cream. then i said good bye to uncle when he driving. he also waved the hand to me. then we said bye again to the uncle when v got down from the bus. then go home la bodoh. i really felt very sad about cherlyn n my other friends. he called cherlyn a bitch. how dare he? i will surelly kill him. bodoh KICK ur own butt la FAKE LANCE. oh forgot to tell u about the kevin. he called me then i answer the phone. then i scold him la bodoh. cuz he wan meet me. WTH F.........? im so tired. hanging around is not bad. but im tired today. i asked him to get lost. then he never said anything.... am i cruel? y he love me so much? i don wan that..... am i so wierd? i don no... i have so many problems. he also going to be a another problem to me. at 4.30 kevin's mom called me. asked wher is kevin. i said i don no. she said he gone missing. UNBELIVERBLE. i called him 10 times but NO ANSWER. i called his friendS. they said DON NO. shit la bodoh..... i no where is he. i will find him. i no where he going when he felt sad. the place is EAST COST BEACH. hurryly went there. bodoh he was there sitting and wondering. i talk to him. then daon wan talk to me.SO STUBBERN LA. XD then i went to buy water to 7 elevan. bodoh he called me to my phone. hahahahaha he thought i went home. BODOH i laughed untill die. imissed my lover 2day. even i see him only once. i going to missed him in next three days. i really hoping about him. that he will like me someday. if its not i will carry on reaching to my goal. thats all my life planning. i will love him forever n ever.

Labels: boy. lance, cherlyn, die, east cost beach, love, old dude, stubbern

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Tuesday, April 7, 2009

hellos humans. 2day is wednesday. its a hot day. morning was P.E yeh:) i like it. we played free games. later was science. no joke la. raj was complaining about rashidah. wat the f.........? i cannot even do my work. shit la. later was resses. next was damn art double period la. no joke, no laugh. later geogrphy. we walked around hte whole building and went to class. boaring shia. next double suck english. we got a test. krishelle was plying with me saying: IM LANCE AND IM SUCKS!. HAHAHAH. actually not funny. later got esembly al. don no wat the hell tamil dance progamme. we were all laughing. synie was saying that fat lady was SEX. we all laugh togeather, he kept sying LANCE. wat the shit is that? alama later got NAFA test la 2.4 km. i felt like very nervous and uncomfaterble b4 run. 2/2 was the first class to run. lance was sexy la. so sportish. he wore a blue and white some piece of clothes. he was the first one to finish running. WOW. he was amazing.
i also run. later went home. 4 more days for my b'day. i did met him 2day. he looks very tired.

Labels: boy. lance, first, sportish, sucks

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5:57 PM

Hi guys and ladies, 2day is monday la. dou u know? of course i know la. mornin was english not fun at all. later maths. of course fun la. soh chwan wasmaking fun about CHILLI CRAB with me. Mrs. Pak. calles him and told him something. later he said OK, OK. hahahaha
later o P.E. we ran 8 rounds aroun the school. cuz wednesday is our NAFA test. go resses then. later is history la. boooaring shia. next CME oh my gosh it was the worst. later we went to M.T yeh at last. im happy. after school i got to stay back for the CCA la. genesis damn fun la. i enjoying it. later i went home then sleep la. too tired. good bye humans. i went out with him then i told that i was like a boy called lance. he didnt get angry. he said its a not a problem as long as i like him more than lance. he was really a very nice boy i ever had. :). i love him more than anything. 6 more days for my birthday

Labels: boy. lance, school, sleepy

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