hellos humans. today is friday. as usuall i very sleepy. woke up to go scholl but i felt like jumped to bed and sleep back again. but i didnt do it. these days are very cold in the mornin. good weather! :P mornin Mr.Zafran said that they changed our time-table again. its a shit time table. i like my very old first time table. mornin i didnt saw Lance. cuz he absent again due to his nose. first period was two maths. its fun cuz it about drawing in "GRAPH PAPER" its better than writing. : ) later english. i finished my home.work and hand it in to her. cuz she said those who handed in today can get bonus marks. hahahaha. during resses i went to took my thumbdrive cuz i left it in the school libry yesterday. cuz of that i does not got to print the D n T assignment. :( i told Md. Ng about that she asked me to hand it in monday. today i am a good Responsible Girl. Md. Ng praised about me in the class. the sad thin is that she injured her leg. so after school i helped her to bring her thing to the staff room. actuallly D n T lessons are fun. more better than h.econ. today i enjoyed alot in the class. i met Md. Chia also after school. she is resting on that time.( OLD) :P then waited for krishelle to go home. she got councilor meeting today. then went to WCost. then waited for the bus. F***.......... Oscar, Glenn and Jason is in hte bus stop. glann suddenly came nearer to me and shout n said "Lance". then i tried to get in to 282 bus then Oscar called me " samith, samitha, samitha come here" then i didnt talked. then he came nerer to me n said smth about Lance. i don care about Lance. who is Lance? human? i don know him.... :P later went sweet home. i also didnt saw him for long time. i feel like its a one year. im sad deep inside my heart. the thing is that it dosent look from my outside. its good! cuz i don wan b a moody girl. i like to b happy. sadness is part of our life n love is about happiness and pain. some will get wat they want. but for me i never get a thing that i wanred for my life. its so unfair. but its the fact. i have to accept it so as to be happy. i can b happy cuz he is happy. nth in the world can keep me alive n happy. its only him. every standing by and waiting for him to accept me. y he cant see me? he knows everything that i like him. how can its b impossible that he dosent know me. its going to be really very sad. :( :(. I STILL LOVE YOU! Labels: happiness, lance, life, sad, unfair, waiting Labels: diligent, hard working, life, position, progress, results
Friday, July 10, 2009
harry potter's ♥
2:41 PM
Friday, May 29, 2009
hellos humans. 2day is friday. no school but got P.T.C. woke up after a long good sleep. :P went to school by 10.00 clock. then teacher show us the results sheet. little happy! my class position is 3 n level position is 4. my average is 57.00. i have to score 13% to passed to express class. i really wanted to go to express class also. i will make sure that i will study hard for the exam from now on. teacher also praised about me alot. happy. happy. she said " samitha is very hard working student. she imroved more thatn last year" n also ahe said one more thing that she wanted me to score higher next End-of-year- exam. she asked me to improved in my language side also. hahaha.: ) i failed history, science n Lit. sad sad :( i passed my english also not happy. Md. Ng expecting good results from me. i will surely prove to her htat i can do even more better. I WILLWTH F..? do u know wat happened? teacher told the H.econ incident to my father. im very lucky my daddy didnt scoldm me. but i goin to have english tuition very soon. then i have to attened CCA from m0n-thur cuz i got 2 CCA. then friday tuition. i going to sacrifice my slacking time to my studies. :( :( then below the results sheet got about me. i cant believet that samitha is me or not. " samithais a dilligent student who is eager to learn. she is capable of achieving greater progress." is that me? :-? OK! lets talk about sopmething else. enough about me. later came home n cooked lunch. then i had a good sleep. ; ) by the way got to know that camping has been postpone to october. Bodoh la. :( i was packing since last week. that means camping was goin to b after End-of-year-exam. must study first for the exam. missed him so much. i wish to see his fsce. but i have to wait until school re-opened. i really cant imagine a moment without him. its very hurting to live without him. but i will b able to keep all the memorys that i have spent with his smile n him. my WORLD, my DREAMS, my WISHES, my LOVE, my HEART, my LIFE everything now belongs to him. i have left only all MEMORYS that related to me n him. feel sad whenever i remembered that incident. but it also helped me alot to know about him more better. if i can make him happy doing something i will really very greatful to do that even if i have to sacrifice my life. I LOVE YOU!
harry potter's ♥
5:14 PM
