Friday, July 10, 2009

hellos humans. today is friday. as usuall i very sleepy. woke up to go scholl but i felt like jumped to bed and sleep back again. but i didnt do it. these days are very cold in the mornin. good weather! :P mornin Mr.Zafran said that they changed our time-table again. its a shit time table. i like my very old first time table. mornin i didnt saw Lance. cuz he absent again due to his nose. first period was two maths. its fun cuz it about drawing in "GRAPH PAPER" its better than writing. : ) later english. i finished my home.work and hand it in to her. cuz she said those who handed in today can get bonus marks. hahahaha. during resses i went to took my thumbdrive cuz i left it in the school libry yesterday. cuz of that i does not got to print the D n T assignment. :( i told Md. Ng about that she asked me to hand it in monday. today i am a good Responsible Girl. Md. Ng praised about me in the class. the sad thin is that she injured her leg. so after school i helped her to bring her thing to the staff room. actuallly D n T lessons are fun. more better than h.econ. today i enjoyed alot in the class. i met Md. Chia also after school. she is resting on that time.( OLD) :P then waited for krishelle to go home. she got councilor meeting today. then went to WCost. then waited for the bus. F***.......... Oscar, Glenn and Jason is in hte bus stop. glann suddenly came nearer to me and shout n said "Lance". then i tried to get in to 282 bus then Oscar called me " samith, samitha, samitha come here" then i didnt talked. then he came nerer to me n said smth about Lance. i don care about Lance. who is Lance? human? i don know him.... :P later went sweet home. i also didnt saw him for long time. i feel like its a one year. im sad deep inside my heart. the thing is that it dosent look from my outside. its good! cuz i don wan b a moody girl. i like to b happy. sadness is part of our life n love is about happiness and pain. some will get wat they want. but for me i never get a thing that i wanred for my life. its so unfair. but its the fact. i have to accept it so as to be happy. i can b happy cuz he is happy. nth in the world can keep me alive n happy. its only him. every standing by and waiting for him to accept me. y he cant see me? he knows everything that i like him. how can its b impossible that he dosent know me. its going to be really very sad. :( :(. I STILL LOVE YOU!

Labels: happiness, lance, life, sad, unfair, waiting

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