Thursday, July 9, 2009

hellos friends. im really very sorry! i again forgot to post yestrday. i hope u'll forgive me. : ) mornin very boring n i also didnt see Nose boy. in the mornin Mr. Zafran said that v cant changeplace in the class room n he also said smth that realy fuck n shit. he said that v have to sit according to our reg no during resses. Bodoh! then suddenly clinton said "GAY" hahahahah. everybody laughed. first period was M.T. yeh............ so happy sia! later got P.E , v all practised forwed/back flip. Bodoh! now my neck paining. then geo. quit borng but i didnt sleep. ; ) then went to libry print the D n T smth. i noticed that Nose boy didnt come school. i got to know that his nose hurting so he don wan to come school. Ok! next Lit, from the start v knew that she is not goin to teeach us. our thinking is good. v started to read the OUTSIDER book. half away she told her life experiences instead of teachin. her talking language is damn funny. she said "BUCKET" for smth. i don know all were laughed that time. later got maths. i was very distracted cuz i thiking about Nose boy. :( im sad. later free period. but actually Not. cuz v got to do maths h.work nhand it in to Mrs.Pak. then D n T. we drew some cubes that really stupid. fuck! v g0t to do everything n go home. later Md. Ng asked me to guid krishelle cuz her drawing is not acceptable. i don know y. then i went to the bus stop with krishi. on the way she kept doing fuuny things. i also laughed like hell. then oscar n jason said " v need to call Lance ah?" they think very funny.... came nearer n told me the fucking thing. : ) then sweet home. still im sad! :( i still thinking about the Nose boy. he just kind of boy that i cant understand. some my schoolmates said that he like other somebody else. i think i know that lucky girl too. but im not sure whether its true or not. i cant give up. thats the most difficult part. but i can sacrifice my lover to another girl. i know its going to b pain but im happy as long as he is happy. i started to love him. now i cant stop that. he wont accept me neither he wont talk to to me. i don know what did i do make him angry. he don even bother to reply my sms's. im rally feel sad. but i cant b a sad girl. so im goin to accept my destiny happily. by the way v all cant change our destiny. i have to move on. but he still will b inside my heart. there's only one room in my heart, its for HIM only. I LOVE YOU!

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