Friday, May 15, 2009

hello humans. 2day is friday. quit a happy day. mornin went to the class early but later than usuall. krishelle is there studying for the h.econ test. SURPRISE! she never ever had come to school early b4. later i also studied.actually not studying just turnin the pages in the book. glacier also joined us. then she tried to take photo of mine. shit la bodoh. i hate photoes. so i covered my face fom the book. later i went to the cantten with her to buy something to drink. but the shop was closed. but something important to me is there. guessed wat? Lance is sitting in the canteen so early. wow feel very fresh when saw him early in the mornin. im sure the day gona to be a wonderful day. so later whiler i talkin to clinton he said that Mrs. Teo give 0% for our coursework. i feel very sad. my whole time n strength that i spent for it was gone in the drain. its all cuz of davindran. v both very angry. v wana kill him. die h.econ failed no need to study aredy for the exam. later v do our paper from 25 min and sleep 35 min. later got maths quiz. Bodoh la. they think very funny give some more a quiz. went for the break n i strated to find Lance. but he is not there. then drunk a packet of milo while i sitting in the bench n chatting away with my friends. suddenly i krishelle said that Lance is gone. then i said NO. n that he will surely come to do the quiz. guessed wat? i saw Lance jumped in to the scale machine in the canteen. then i laughed at krishelle by saying that HE WONT GO HOME. then i watched Lance watever he done in the canteen. then krishellle said that Lance is suck! actually not. he is COOL. i said to them that i love Lance's watch n shoes. then krishi n jen said that they r not mathching. watever Lance wear its nice for him. as usuall he laughed like a hell. SO? do i know y? of course NOT. next after break went to do the math quiz.when im writing my name on the OAS i saw Lance passing by the class. WOW cool....the paper was damn crazy quiz. don no wat to do. anyhow answerd in the OAS sheet. i played BINGO n guessed the answers. later i talked with others. i mean krishelle n glacier. i wrote on the paper n show it to them. in the plane paper i wrote Lance name bigger n show to glacier. she laughed like hell too. later sec 2's that mean v have to went to the hall for briefing on holiday camping. Ayoh westing my time la. when v doing our math quiz teacher told me that they choose me to b part in leadership training. SO WAT? after that also have another biefing on leadership trainning thing. Bodoh la. later went to all things n went to the locker. i watched Lance untill he leaved the hall. so cute! later jenna said she don wan to come with me to go libry that she wants to jia wei b'day party. WHO CARES? actually withput jenna ,going home alone by my self is enjoyable. jenna knows only to spoil my time. i don wan that girl (crazy lover). later went home cuz need to go meet kevin. his B'DAY is today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN. i went his home to celebrate it. later give him the present. i asked him to do his GCE O/L in singapore. they will go to australia. but only for a holiday. HE will return. later went to his favourite place for a walk. (CLARK QUE) i have to give him a present that i didnt expect. i had to do that thing against my conscience. i have to cuz to make him happy. but im so sad. my tears came down on to my cheeks. he asked y? i said that im happy thats the reason. actually not. im not happy. im alllowing him have more hopes about me. i have to put up with this untill he dine his O/L. if not he gonna fail it. i don wan to b the reason for his failur. even though i don love him i have to let him done this to me today for the first time. im cheating. he dosent know that. im sad :(. i cry so much sitting down on the floor after he left me. i can smile uz i got wat i expected. i got to see him 2day 10 -12 times. i didnt missed him at all. i really felt today that i wan hugged her. i love him so much. i wan him so badly. i became lost whenever i saw him. i can forget all my problem if i can see him even one time. anywhere i go i searching for him. my eyes only for him. my ears wan to lisen to his soft sweet voice. i even wish to see him once before i die. I TRUELY LOVE HIM SO MUCH.

Labels: b'day, forever love, GCE O/L, jen.krishi, kevin, leadership trainning

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